“G-Damn You, What is wrong with you?”

“Your reign of terror is over, your bitchiness is over.

You ruin everything, you make me miserable, the worst part of my day is with you.”

and on and on,

I should say the same to him.

 

 

 

So who am I, why am I here, am I abused?

I’m writing this blog to see if I am insane, abused, or maybe an abuser myself. I feel like I am so close to crazy, that maybe just maybe I am the one case where it really is my fault that he treats me like this. Did I really just write that?

Anyway, tomorrow we move into a new place, and we both hope that this new apartment also comes with new experiences WITHOUT all the bullshit and fighting. I, for one, am determined not to sully this exciting chance at a new beginning!